The Fear Pages

It was a full moon night, and I could sense that something was off. As I approached the red light, I noticed a black sedan pulling up alongside me, then suddenly cutting in front of me so that I couldn't proceed through the intersection. The driver had positioned his car to form the horizontal bar of a T, while my vehicle completed the vertical stroke, boxing me in completely. Thankfully, it was quite late when this incident occurred, which meant that traffic on the road where I encountered the black sedan was relatively light; as such, putting my car in reverse and escaping was easy since thankfully no cars were trailing closely behind mine... needless to say - had circumstances been otherwise similar such as if there was high-traffic those actions would have placed myself (as well others) at risk. I wonder what disturbed the agents this time? Was it discussions about covert programs or interactions with UAPs? As I distanced myself from the ominous black sedan, a chill ran down my...

 Originally posted September 18th... Today they harassed me again then gave me a card and told me to go to a certain municipal building on a Saturday. These buildings aren't open on Saturdays! so I was so confused and wondering why they'd tell me to go to that municipal building on a Saturday!. But something was telling me no.... I guess I'll never know....again.  The above occured 09/15/2023 Something similar happened when I was looking to join the military for reasons I can't understand. Don't get me wrong I have GREAT respect for our service members and the military, but me? In the military? LOL what a joke, I'm a chicken! But anyhow, I spoke to a recruiter, who then told me to grab my ID and head to Fort Meade military base, now I don't know anything about nothing when it comes to military bases, so when they told me to bring my ID and head to Fort Meade I thought, ok. That shouldn't be too hard. Half way there, I heard a voice in my head, it literal...

After sometime my encounters with the men in black stopped but so did the extraterrestrial encounters too. I could finally just be normal. Until my mother (I'm adopted) started telling me odd things. She said she'd have nightmares about me disappearing and she'd wake up and I'd be gone. Then out of nowhere she'd find me. Anyways. I left out an interesting point in my previous posts. After being taken on the craft for the first time, I'd have severe nose bleeds to the point that my mom had to get towels. It was every night for weeks. Finally my mom sought medical care. The ER doctor finally told us that I had an object in my nose but couldn't remove it. To this day I guess it's still in there I don't know but the nosebleeds did stop eventually. Fast forward a few years, and I was sitting outside with a friend, we both happened to look up and saw a craft. It was huge. It looked like it covered all of NYC. We were both teens at the time. I ran inside an...

Maybe I should start from the beginning when it all started. My family won't know who I am so I'm safe... when I was 7 I was taken aboard an ET craft.. was implanted by these strange beings with huge eyes, anyways it's your typical ET contact experience. Except I wasn't scared like most. In fact I felt I was biologically like them but I don't know how I knew that because outwardly I looked just like any human. Nothing special about me. Inwardly I also am built the same. So why would I have this idea as a 7 year old upon meeting these creatures that I was biologically the same somehow? Whenever I was around them I got the sense they were my literal biological family.... anyways, after this things got real strange. I could see this g I never could before, like dead people (ghosts), I could see into dimensions I could't before anyways this encounter is a typical UFO story. I'm sure many are already familiar with stories of UFO encounters.

originally posted September 18th... They tried to intimidate me... again. Maybe because I'm talking on here. Publicly. Maybe it's because of certain political figures meeting with me. Like I have control over any of this. Sending all those badges to surround where I live. Just standing there. It's a trick as old as time and a little outdated. But I'm not being cocky. I know you want me to be quiet. I promise I want to be quiet too. But you know our kind. When that moment comes, we can't eat or sleep or do anything unless we talk. I'm not afraid of dying anymore or losing anything. They've already taken everything. All I have left is my life.

I wish I could find others like me where I am. People who are awake. Who's seen what I've seen. I know I'm not the only one. I'm not special...maybe they can tell me why a random car pulled up to me in Baltimore City, told me they were watching me and drove off. Maybe they can tell me lots of things. Then again, maybe it's just best to ignore it. But it's so hard to do that when you need answers. But this isn't the movies. People like us never get answers. We see things in the skies, we get transferred to secret facilities on the moon and brought back and the only thing you can ever count on is never knowing why “Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth” – Gautama Buddha

This was supposed to be posted Sunday but I've been busy!  It's the holidays!  Anyhow, I've decided to post text versions of some of my Spirit box messages every Sunday. Here's the first one. However I'd like to clarify that this may or may not be accurate...so don't sell your house just yet.  What's going to happen in the next year? Spirit box: Air Bomb Me: did you just say air Bomb? Spirit box: Yes Me: Where? Spirit box: In the US Me: By who?!!! Spirit box: Russia Disclaimer: These are random messages recorded from an electronic device. Please use proper judgment and discernment 

I know, I know these posts are so short lately and probably not even worth the time, I'm sorry I'm just really busy lately trying to keep my life together!  But in the midst of all this chaos that my life is... I'm currently celebrating my gifts... Or curse. Depending what day you talk to me.  I used to call my gift, mediumship... or rather, the ability to talk to the dead but tonight I somehow happened upon pictures of cold cases and I noticed I was able to know the events that caused these victims deaths before actually reading the descriptions below the photos. This reminded me of two times I was riding in a vehicle and suddenly felt overcome by unexplainable maladies. Most recent moment was here in Tampa... While waiting at a red light on Nebraska Ave in front of what appears to be an abandoned club and strip I suddenly tasted blood in my mouth. It was so strong I spit in my hand and ran my index finger around my mouth to see if I was bleeding. My husband asked me if I ...

 

 Humans please know everything is real. Vampires, Cryptids, Time travel, Nessy, black eyed children, extraterrestrials millions of years ahead of us evolution wise, Mer people, alternate dimensions, portals. Shape shifters, breathing in space is possible with certain technology and you wouldn't need a helmet or suit, telepaths who can alter human lives with their minds, and so much more. In time you'll see.