The Fear Pages

I decided to remote view the "Shooter" before he could be identified just to test my remote viewing abilities that I've had all my life. Below are the results:

I dreamt I got kidnapped and put in a white van. I was taken to some kind mall that had a luncheon going on or something. Then I started noticing all the Israel flags on the cafeteria tables and I got sick to my stomach. I said oh no. What the fuck is going on? I was surrounded by IDF soldiers and Zionists  The IDF tried to have me set off a really really weird big bomb somewhere using my abilities. The bomb looked like a metal box with wires and analog clockes all over connected to the wires. And the bomb was huge.  They said if I don't work with them they'll start with my cat Kippy.... But when they weren't looking I escaped. Yea I lost my cat but I needed to make a sacrifice, I wasn't going to sacrifice probably thousands of people. 

It was a full moon night, and I could sense that something was off. As I approached the red light, I noticed a black sedan pulling up alongside me, then suddenly cutting in front of me so that I couldn't proceed through the intersection. The driver had positioned his car to form the horizontal bar of a T, while my vehicle completed the vertical stroke, boxing me in completely. Thankfully, it was quite late when this incident occurred, which meant that traffic on the road where I encountered the black sedan was relatively light; as such, putting my car in reverse and escaping was easy since thankfully no cars were trailing closely behind mine... needless to say - had circumstances been otherwise similar such as if there was high-traffic those actions would have placed myself (as well others) at risk. I wonder what disturbed the agents this time? Was it discussions about covert programs or interactions with UAPs? As I distanced myself from the ominous black sedan, a chill ran down my...

 Originally posted September 18th... Today they harassed me again then gave me a card and told me to go to a certain municipal building on a Saturday. These buildings aren't open on Saturdays! so I was so confused and wondering why they'd tell me to go to that municipal building on a Saturday!. But something was telling me no.... I guess I'll never know....again.  The above occured 09/15/2023 Something similar happened when I was looking to join the military for reasons I can't understand. Don't get me wrong I have GREAT respect for our service members and the military, but me? In the military? LOL what a joke, I'm a chicken! But anyhow, I spoke to a recruiter, who then told me to grab my ID and head to Fort Meade military base, now I don't know anything about nothing when it comes to military bases, so when they told me to bring my ID and head to Fort Meade I thought, ok. That shouldn't be too hard. Half way there, I heard a voice in my head, it literal...

After sometime my encounters with the men in black stopped but so did the extraterrestrial encounters too. I could finally just be normal. Until my mother (I'm adopted) started telling me odd things. She said she'd have nightmares about me disappearing and she'd wake up and I'd be gone. Then out of nowhere she'd find me. Anyways. I left out an interesting point in my previous posts. After being taken on the craft for the first time, I'd have severe nose bleeds to the point that my mom had to get towels. It was every night for weeks. Finally my mom sought medical care. The ER doctor finally told us that I had an object in my nose but couldn't remove it. To this day I guess it's still in there I don't know but the nosebleeds did stop eventually. Fast forward a few years, and I was sitting outside with a friend, we both happened to look up and saw a craft. It was huge. It looked like it covered all of NYC. We were both teens at the time. I ran inside an...

Maybe I should start from the beginning when it all started. My family won't know who I am so I'm safe... when I was 7 I was taken aboard an ET craft.. was implanted by these strange beings with huge eyes, anyways it's your typical ET contact experience. Except I wasn't scared like most. In fact I felt I was biologically like them but I don't know how I knew that because outwardly I looked just like any human. Nothing special about me. Inwardly I also am built the same. So why would I have this idea as a 7 year old upon meeting these creatures that I was biologically the same somehow? Whenever I was around them I got the sense they were my literal biological family.... anyways, after this things got real strange. I could see this g I never could before, like dead people (ghosts), I could see into dimensions I could't before anyways this encounter is a typical UFO story. I'm sure many are already familiar with stories of UFO encounters.

originally posted September 18th... They tried to intimidate me... again. Maybe because I'm talking on here. Publicly. Maybe it's because of certain political figures meeting with me. Like I have control over any of this. Sending all those badges to surround where I live. Just standing there. It's a trick as old as time and a little outdated. But I'm not being cocky. I know you want me to be quiet. I promise I want to be quiet too. But you know our kind. When that moment comes, we can't eat or sleep or do anything unless we talk. I'm not afraid of dying anymore or losing anything. They've already taken everything. All I have left is my life.

I wish I could find others like me where I am. People who are awake. Who's seen what I've seen. I know I'm not the only one. I'm not special...maybe they can tell me why a random car pulled up to me in Baltimore City, told me they were watching me and drove off. Maybe they can tell me lots of things. Then again, maybe it's just best to ignore it. But it's so hard to do that when you need answers. But this isn't the movies. People like us never get answers. We see things in the skies, we get transferred to secret facilities on the moon and brought back and the only thing you can ever count on is never knowing why “Three things cannot be long hidden: the sun, the moon, and the truth” – Gautama Buddha

This was supposed to be posted Sunday but I've been busy!  It's the holidays!  Anyhow, I've decided to post text versions of some of my Spirit box messages every Sunday. Here's the first one. However I'd like to clarify that this may or may not be accurate...so don't sell your house just yet.  What's going to happen in the next year? Spirit box: Air Bomb Me: did you just say air Bomb? Spirit box: Yes Me: Where? Spirit box: In the US Me: By who?!!! Spirit box: Russia Disclaimer: These are random messages recorded from an electronic device. Please use proper judgment and discernment 

I know, I know these posts are so short lately and probably not even worth the time, I'm sorry I'm just really busy lately trying to keep my life together!  But in the midst of all this chaos that my life is... I'm currently celebrating my gifts... Or curse. Depending what day you talk to me.  I used to call my gift, mediumship... or rather, the ability to talk to the dead but tonight I somehow happened upon pictures of cold cases and I noticed I was able to know the events that caused these victims deaths before actually reading the descriptions below the photos. This reminded me of two times I was riding in a vehicle and suddenly felt overcome by unexplainable maladies. Most recent moment was here in Tampa... While waiting at a red light on Nebraska Ave in front of what appears to be an abandoned club and strip I suddenly tasted blood in my mouth. It was so strong I spit in my hand and ran my index finger around my mouth to see if I was bleeding. My husband asked me if I ...

 

 Humans please know everything is real. Vampires, Cryptids, Time travel, Nessy, black eyed children, extraterrestrials millions of years ahead of us evolution wise, Mer people, alternate dimensions, portals. Shape shifters, breathing in space is possible with certain technology and you wouldn't need a helmet or suit, telepaths who can alter human lives with their minds, and so much more. In time you'll see.

I'm mentally fucked from the dream I just had! I dreamt I was walking up a hill in a park with my son and America was under attack. I kept seeing missiles hitting us but there was some kind of grid. Then one missile actually hit .. except it was a nuke and it was green and Looked like halley's comet! Then my son and I got hit by the shockwave. It felt like a really cool wind and it knocked us off our feet and we started like tumbling and being thrown. Then we got up and continued our journey. Next thing I know, there was a weird feeling..and It felt like weird in my tummy, but it felt like I was separated suddenly from my body. Like the feeling of falling but not. Anyhow, then me and my son smiled and realized we were now ghosts and we walked up another hill but in a hotel and we started rising and going up.

Maybe I should start from the beginning when it all started. My family won't know who I am so I'm safe... when I was 7 I was taken aboard an ET craft.. was implanted by these strange beings with huge eyes, anyways it's your typical ET contact experience. Except I wasn't scared like most. In fact I felt I was biologically like them but I don't know how I knew that because outwardly I looked just like any human. Nothing special about me. Inwardly I also am built the same. So why would I have this idea as a 7 year old upon meeting these creatures that I was biologically the same somehow? Whenever I was around them I got the sense they were my literal biological family.... anyways, after this things got real strange. I could see things I never could before, like dead people (ghosts), I could see into dimensions I could't before...anyways this encounter is a typical UFO story. I'm sure many are already familiar with stories of UFO encounters.

I've done things, psychically that I can't take back. I've seen things I can't unseen ever again. And yet, I just go to work, pay bills and live a normal ass life in a paranormal ass world. I've never touched a drug in my life... sometimes I wish I had, I wish that this, that my whole life, what I've seen, what I've done were just incredible drug fueled delusions but they're not and I have to contend with the fact that it's all real. There were witnesses too. So no matter how hard I fucking try to write it off as hysteria others saw the things I saw, at the same time without me saying anything first sometimes. From a bright blue ball of light or sphere of blue energy to time travel.

Due to my recent astral meeting with Vladimir Putin I can't go back to normal, how do you? How do you go back to normal knowing these politicians can do what they do? How do you go back to normal knowing a bunch of psy ops soldiers can walk between dimensions, shove a black oily pill down your throat in the hopes you'll forget everything you saw? Well it didn't work guys, I'm still here and I still remember. Yea my thoughts sounds schizo as hell I know that's because when you've encountered so many paranormal things and then nothing, and then you never have a strange encounter again your brain tends to get fucked up because you know, now you know what the real world is and how the fuck do you go back from that?

The Ouija board has long been a subject of fascination, fear, and controversy. It is a board game that is often used for divination or to communicate with spirits or entities from the beyond. However, recent reports suggest that playing with the Ouija board can have serious consequences. In one such case, 28 girls were hospitalized with anxiety after playing with the Ouija board. The incident happened in a school in Mexico where a group of girls decided to play with the Ouija board during recess.  They reported feeling uneasy and experiencing strange sensations after using the board. Soon after, they began to exhibit symptoms of anxiety, including trembling, sweating, and difficulty breathing. The school authorities were alerted, and the girls were rushed to the hospital. The incident raises questions about the safety of the Ouija board and the potential dangers of playing with it. While some people believe that the Ouija board can be a harmless game, others warn of the risks of op...

Throughout history, many different cultures have practiced polytheism and done baneful rituals as either a means to appease certain gods, curse others, or as a form of punishment. Some of these rituals are still practiced today among communities descended from their baneful ancestors. An important distinction to make here is that these rituals are not inherently “evil”. Dark, yes, but within magick, there is no such thing as evil. Only different energies. With that in mind, let’s get into some of these rituals. 1. Tlacaxipehualiztli The Aztecs are of course, infamous for their rituals. Typically, the Aztecs are plagued by judgement from western scholars and misinformation on how these rituals work. Now, let’s continue. Tlacaxipehualiztli was a ritual used to honor their vegetation god, Xipe Totec. Many indigenous peoples of the Americas sacrificed to their gods in order to have plentiful crops, hunt, and a good harvest season. This practice included sacrificing captured warriors and sk...

I dreamt of a fetus floating in space in a womb. The fetus was in a womb in space but then it was maybe transferred to a machine, and a scientist was very excited, he was showing me all the controls, and said that they were trying to create the smartest being on in all of existence and that it seemed they were successful. And this was the purpose of all of us, all life, so that the universe or creator could live through this being. It was like the universe wanted to become God by knowing itself and it would know itself by learning through us or through existing through us and our experiences. This was a super weird dream to have. Why do I feel like my most recent dream I had before this one about the UFO is related to this current dream? I just have this nagging feeling that the two dreams are connected. 

Why have infamous serial killer cases become so popular in the media and are portrayed in Hollywood films/TV shows? Why do the audiences find horror movies based on killers entertaining? Are the viewers psychologically predisposed by these depictions to react with violence and commit murder? The life of famous serial killers is always an exciting topic.  What did the serial killer do? How did he do it? Why did he do it? Who were his victims? Did he allow the victims to suffer? The most interesting question is, what will trigger a man to become a notorious serial killer? (“What Makes a Serial Killer Tick?” 2002, p.1)   Several theories have been offered to explain why persons commit a crime or why people become serial killers. Buffalo Bill was the twisted serial killer who killed women for their skin. Many aspects of Bill’s character make him memorable and terrifying to the public. It’s interesting to see how such a haunting character came about. When Thomas Harris co...