The Fear Pages

I'm mentally fucked from the dream I just had! I dreamt I was walking up a hill in a park with my son and America was under attack. I kept seeing missiles hitting us but there was some kind of grid. Then one missile actually hit .. except it was a nuke and it was green and Looked like halley's comet! Then my son and I got hit by the shockwave. It felt like a really cool wind and it knocked us off our feet and we started like tumbling and being thrown. Then we got up and continued our journey. Next thing I know, there was a weird feeling..and It felt like weird in my tummy, but it felt like I was separated suddenly from my body. Like the feeling of falling but not. Anyhow, then me and my son smiled and realized we were now ghosts and we walked up another hill but in a hotel and we started rising and going up.

Maybe I should start from the beginning when it all started. My family won't know who I am so I'm safe... when I was 7 I was taken aboard an ET craft.. was implanted by these strange beings with huge eyes, anyways it's your typical ET contact experience. Except I wasn't scared like most. In fact I felt I was biologically like them but I don't know how I knew that because outwardly I looked just like any human. Nothing special about me. Inwardly I also am built the same. So why would I have this idea as a 7 year old upon meeting these creatures that I was biologically the same somehow? Whenever I was around them I got the sense they were my literal biological family.... anyways, after this things got real strange. I could see things I never could before, like dead people (ghosts), I could see into dimensions I could't before...anyways this encounter is a typical UFO story. I'm sure many are already familiar with stories of UFO encounters.

I've done things, psychically that I can't take back. I've seen things I can't unseen ever again. And yet, I just go to work, pay bills and live a normal ass life in a paranormal ass world. I've never touched a drug in my life... sometimes I wish I had, I wish that this, that my whole life, what I've seen, what I've done were just incredible drug fueled delusions but they're not and I have to contend with the fact that it's all real. There were witnesses too. So no matter how hard I fucking try to write it off as hysteria others saw the things I saw, at the same time without me saying anything first sometimes. From a bright blue ball of light or sphere of blue energy to time travel.

Due to my recent astral meeting with Vladimir Putin I can't go back to normal, how do you? How do you go back to normal knowing these politicians can do what they do? How do you go back to normal knowing a bunch of psy ops soldiers can walk between dimensions, shove a black oily pill down your throat in the hopes you'll forget everything you saw? Well it didn't work guys, I'm still here and I still remember. Yea my thoughts sounds schizo as hell I know that's because when you've encountered so many paranormal things and then nothing, and then you never have a strange encounter again your brain tends to get fucked up because you know, now you know what the real world is and how the fuck do you go back from that?

The Ouija board has long been a subject of fascination, fear, and controversy. It is a board game that is often used for divination or to communicate with spirits or entities from the beyond. However, recent reports suggest that playing with the Ouija board can have serious consequences. In one such case, 28 girls were hospitalized with anxiety after playing with the Ouija board. The incident happened in a school in Mexico where a group of girls decided to play with the Ouija board during recess.  They reported feeling uneasy and experiencing strange sensations after using the board. Soon after, they began to exhibit symptoms of anxiety, including trembling, sweating, and difficulty breathing. The school authorities were alerted, and the girls were rushed to the hospital. The incident raises questions about the safety of the Ouija board and the potential dangers of playing with it. While some people believe that the Ouija board can be a harmless game, others warn of the risks of op...

Throughout history, many different cultures have practiced polytheism and done baneful rituals as either a means to appease certain gods, curse others, or as a form of punishment. Some of these rituals are still practiced today among communities descended from their baneful ancestors. An important distinction to make here is that these rituals are not inherently “evil”. Dark, yes, but within magick, there is no such thing as evil. Only different energies. With that in mind, let’s get into some of these rituals. 1. Tlacaxipehualiztli The Aztecs are of course, infamous for their rituals. Typically, the Aztecs are plagued by judgement from western scholars and misinformation on how these rituals work. Now, let’s continue. Tlacaxipehualiztli was a ritual used to honor their vegetation god, Xipe Totec. Many indigenous peoples of the Americas sacrificed to their gods in order to have plentiful crops, hunt, and a good harvest season. This practice included sacrificing captured warriors and sk...

I dreamt of a fetus floating in space in a womb. The fetus was in a womb in space but then it was maybe transferred to a machine, and a scientist was very excited, he was showing me all the controls, and said that they were trying to create the smartest being on in all of existence and that it seemed they were successful. And this was the purpose of all of us, all life, so that the universe or creator could live through this being. It was like the universe wanted to become God by knowing itself and it would know itself by learning through us or through existing through us and our experiences. This was a super weird dream to have. Why do I feel like my most recent dream I had before this one about the UFO is related to this current dream? I just have this nagging feeling that the two dreams are connected.